A individual ever has a ground to lie. darnel. or steal. These Acts of the Apostless are condemnable in nature. yet sometimes necessary for an individual’s endurance. In Richard Wright’s autobiography. Black Boy. Richard is a victim of his fortunes who learned to last in universe that did non offer him sound counsel and positive direction. As a black male in the Jim Crowe South and the unforgiving North. Richard learns that in order to last he must accommodate to whatever state of affairs is before him. Richard can non be held responsible for his condemnable Acts of the Apostless. non because they were acceptable. but because they were all he knew.
Love. comfort and security are pieces of a mystifier that create happy and healthy human existences. The security and comfort that one receives from a stable place environment were as foreign to Richard as a nice repast. By his 6th birthday. Richard’s male parent had abandoned him. his female parent and his younger brother. Richard was cognizant that his male parent had non been home in a few yearss. and was sword lily that he was absent because. “he was non here to shout limitations at me. ” ( 15 ) Unbeknown to Richard. “his absence would intend that there would be no nutrient. ” ( 15 ) Richard’s female parent was able to happen work as a cook. but had to go forth him and his brother at place while she worked. Richard’s female parent did her best to supply repasts and a stable place for her kids. but was unable to maintain up with either. Because of this. Richard was ever hungry and his household was forced to travel from their place. From that point on Richard’s images of his male parent. “became associated with my [ his ] stabs of hunger”… “whenever I [ he ] felt hungriness I [ he ] thought of him with deep biological resentment. ” ( 16 )
Already acrimonious. Richard’s young person was filled with more unhealthy influences. At the age of six Richard took great pleasance in researching the streets of his vicinity while his female parent worked. There was a barroom in the vicinity that allowed him to imbibe intoxicant and recite indecent phrases in exchange for money. Richard recounted that during that clip. “the point of life became for me the clip when I could implore for drinks. ” ( 22 ) Not long after his female parent discovered that her immature boy was drunkard. she moved the household to Arkansas to populate with her sister. On the manner to his aunt’s house. Richard’s household stopped to see his Grandmother in Mississippi. One flushing while his really spiritual Grandmother was rinsing his rear. he said to her. “When you get through. snog back at that place. ” ( 41 ) Richard goes on say that he. “had non realized the significance of what I [ he ] said ; its moral horror was unfelt by me” . ( 41 ) The deficiency of compunction and apprehension that Richard had after the incident shows that he was incapable of separating himself from his early exposure of negative influence and direction.
In his adolescence Richard’s head was clouded with stereotypes and racism. From his friends and community he learned to follow racist positions and stereotypes about Jews. He writes. “All of us black people who lived in the vicinity hated Jews. non because they exploited us. but because we had been taught at place and in Sunday school that Jews were “Christ killer” . ( 60 ) Richard learned from an employer that white people did non swear him to work and non steal. Once Richard was left about dumb when questioning for a place and was blatantly asked. “Do you steal? ” Last. Richard learned from the decease of his Uncle Hoskins. the proprietor of a comfortable barroom killed. “by Whites who had long coveted his booming spirits concern. ” ( 54 ) that the universe around him could non be trusted to be just or honest.
Richard lived in a ageless province of misinterpretation because he desired to make right. but merely could non. In his Grandmother’s house he was expected to populate as a devout Seventh Day Adventist even though he was non a truster. His Grandmother believed that. “one iniquitous individual in a family could convey down wrath of God upon the full constitution. cursing both the inexperienced person and the guilty. ” ( 103 ) Richard had experienced so much in his immature life that it would hold been hard for him to believe in a God that was just and merely. Alternatively of the grownups in his life ( with the exclusion of his female parent ) seeking to give him sound counsel and direction. they were invariably seeking to interrupt his spirit. Richard’s Aunt Addie worked difficult to interrupt his strong willed spirit and finally. “descended to my [ his ] ain emotional degree to command me [ him ] ” ( 110 ) . her attempts were unsuccessful. Even Richard’s Uncle Tom who he hardly knew decided that he would be the one to give him. “a lesson in how to populate with people. ” ( 159 ) When Richard resisted. his Uncle promised him that “Somebody yet will interrupt your spirit. ” ( 160 ) . Alternatively of spirit surfs and people who longed to command him. what Richard needed were positive function theoretical accounts who could hold taught him the right manner to voyage the universe around him.
Richard Wright can non be held accountable for the condemnable Acts of the Apostless of his young person and maturity because he did non hold sound counsel and direction from his household and the community around him. Richard had to lift above the attitudes of all of the people who tried to interrupt his spirit and discourage him from his dreams. Richard was a subsister who applied the accomplishments he had to doing the best life possible for himself and his household.